Silent Killer

THANKS A MILLION BY THE WAY ! I'LL HEAL !!! & BY MYSELF! I'LL HEAL FAST AND RECOVER MYSELF & DUH, IT IS OBVIOUS. THANKS A LOT. (:

i thought it would be over, but no. Those memories still circling inside my mind. i will learn to forget. But how?
Everytime, i am be-ing betrayed. or the other way round. that doesn't make me happy. that makes me feel like a jerk. a jerk who doesn't know how to handle proper friendship...
The fact is there mux be always someone who thinks that i am too navie. too easy to be cheated. PLEASE! i am also a human. i can sense it man! please, i am not a child anymore...
And the feeling jux sucks. what would eu feel if i did the same thing to eu.
why mus there be problems? why cant we jux go along?
YES! it is all my fault kays. MY FAULT! TOTALLI MY FAULT TO TRUST EU!
i am stubborn, they warned me before, i took no notice. NOW, i seriously REGRETTED, not listening to them. FUCK!
YES, eu are not in the wrong, eu never did, okays. NEVER! IT WAS MY FAULT to wait for eu for 2 hours, MY FAULT to let eu ps me for 2 hours. MY FAULT for eu to break a promise. MY FAULT for eu to backstab me. i get it. i realli get it!! YES, I GET IT! SO THE ENTIRE THING IS MY FAULT, RIGHT?
SORRY?!
EU WAN ME TO SAY THIS TO EU RIGHT? AFTER ALL THESE THINGS EU HAD DONE TO ME, YEA? FINE! I AM SOOO FUCK SORRY! HAPPY?! I'M GLAD EU NOE IT.
HAHAHAHA! eu think i wouldn't find out, the things to do. YEA! eu are not the only one who will backstab people yea? dumb ass, i got FRIENDS! IN FACT GOOD FRIENDS? DO EU HAVE?! eu only got THE SKILL to backstab people.cool ehs. maybe there mus be a prize given to eu. THE BEST BACKSTABBER AWARD!. happy??!! eu must be glad.!!!
i have trusted friends, my classmates and my clique and my other friends, i dun nid eu. the world doesn't revolve around me, the sun still rises and sets. the moon still cmes up in the night. the clouds are still there...
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maybe, i am borned to be betrayed. maybe.....