Yupp. It's almost midnight and I am still
Posting... Why? I had to let it all go. Once and for all.
Maths whole day. And? NOTHING went inside. friends say I kip pushin myself too hard. Putin stress for myself. But I cnt feel it...
Teacher say I am too tired. No idea physical or mentally. Cnt feel it either...
Am I really pushing myself too hard ? Eoy's comin in 4 days , there is no way I can master all chapters and subjects in 4 days.
Face it , it is a fact . I can only master a few subjects. And? Won't help much!
Am I giving myself to much pressure? Aimin to high, ended up fallin hard?
I realized I can do the maths paper when I tired the corrections . Why durin the test I cnt do it ?
Blank out? I did prepare , prepare so hard ?! In the end?
I dun understand why why why. I am damn disappointed. Tell me about it.
I am sorry.... I cnt help cryin over these. :(
Dont ever be sad about what you had lost but be happy about what you have now and will have in the future. Everything in life is a blessing or can be blessing in disguise. Be positive and everything will turn out just fine. Happiness doesn't depend on what happens outside of you, but on the inside of you.