Hmmmmm

Well, I must say that the weekend really drained my brain juice, thinking of whether should I ____________.
blanked it because I dun wan people to know, only some people noe abt that, eu can ask me personally of eu wanna noe.
Dun go around askin people that's very impolite. Well, had alot of advice from alot of people. What I wan to say is that... Hmmm.. I noe I MAY regret making this decision in future but I realli dun see the point though, is just a block and it definately harmin my results. I noe is realli wasted as I have spent alot of time and brain juice on it. But I don't understand why some people insisted that I dun like to study.
LOL! I would if I can. I am not trying to give up or what, butden is like a burden to
me. I wonder how many people actually understand it though. Sometimes somethings only eu eurself noes what happens Or what to do. I noe that eu guys
dun wan me to give up because it us very important in the future. But, I am failing
all the way and I dun even understand. Isn't it the same as not learning?

I wonder how many people noe my stress ??? Only maybe the few people who
accompany me on Friday night. Only them! Is not that I wan everyone to noe my
problems?! Why would I ? Doin to get attention?! What the fuckin hell man!!! Why
would I?!! I jus wan people to stop puttin expections on me.
" what do eu get for amaths?"
I said, " F9"
they goes ," what?! Why?! Is so damn easy ?! Why failed? Why would eu fail?"
HAHAHAHAHA! I wanted to laugh out loud man! I am studyin, a student! I am learning! I can't fail?!
Is there a law sayin "students should not fail amaths"
Show me than.
Wth! I noe I am damn but I not only have stress in school, at home too. Eu guys are sounding like I am not a human.
"how can eu make such a mistake? How can eu make mistakes?!"
I was like, WTH?! I am also human and I am growing up, learning different things , and eu guys are sounded like I am perfect, I cnt make any mistakes, or I will die. LOL !
Eu think it is funny?! No!
I am NOT perfect!!!!! I am jus a normal student, if eu guys continue to put such high expections on me, eu will be in a great dismay.