like i said, i finally noe how foolush am i after * . and it creeps me out, alot alot. Few understands.
Been readin the news and saw how much the world had transform? Diseasters, takin away lives, destroyin houses.
I am indeed fortunate, livin in singapore, unless diseaster strikes singapore, well it will, from near future. It really depends on Gods.
The sun is soo strong. People gettin sick, all this. Here i am, healthy, great livin conditions , everything jus fine. And i am here complainin
about worst life, bad grades, education, what a brat i am? I should be geavily punished. I am so fortunate. From since duno when, i kip tellin myself how unless i am how stupid i am, whatsoever, i wanna die , wanna disappear, i am very sure alot ppl get this from me and i am pretty sure they are sick of it. Well, i have learnt, life is precious and i should not take it for granted.. Eu may be surprise that that incident made me learn, but actions speak louder than words. Sometimes, i realli hate myself alot alot, i find myself very troublesome and irritatin, well i cbt say its over as i cnt change completely in a day's time. I might be emotional, my targets are high, but i am definately who i am inside and outside.
I am a straightforward person, sometimes i would jus say somethin random. Haha! But all these come from my inner side, my crazy side. Who am i and what i live for. Yet, eu might be wonderin, whats up wif her? Yes? Hahas, let me clear eur doubts. Nothin actually happen, jus somethin triggers my brain and make it reload and make me think about the things i have done, yes, the past is the past. Whats done cant be undone. This is what eu go throygh to learn the differences in life, i mus not gv up. I will stay strong , happy and cheerful. The sun is strobg, so is my heart and soul. The world is changin, so is me. I have grown up , maybe more mature. Been think and lookin at msn histories, how dumb am i. Hahs! Well, thats me. Kimberly. Am i right?
Yeap, i am prefectly normal. Or maybe more mature after *. Hahs! Ojay, a new life have been given to me and i will treasure it, right guys? (:
and i will continue smilin for all who make me smile. (:
Dont ever be sad about what you had lost but be happy about what you have now and will have in the future. Everything in life is a blessing or can be blessing in disguise. Be positive and everything will turn out just fine. Happiness doesn't depend on what happens outside of you, but on the inside of you.