UNCONTROLLABLE REACTIONS.
And mostly experiencin serious moodswings.
- am i sick??
Why is everyone focusin me to do things i dun lye? Why is everyone tryin to make me feel left out? Why is everyone makin life difficult for me? Why am i always postin these emo posts? To whom or where can i rant on ? Realli tryin to stay strong and dependence like i promised. I cnt, i am sorry if i broke the promise.. I cnt i realli cnt. And its hurtin me alot alot. And causes me to go crazy. Doesnt mean that i am always smilin, i dun hv troubles, doesnt mean the tears i shred are tears of happiness. Doesnt mean that everything i do is what i am expected of. Aint i am human? Like any other people? I dun get that feelin that i am treated like a human. I might br not someone who can always smile and play ard. I can be sad. And bein sad is somethin humans have which is emotions. Why cnt i have? Isit too much? Or am i givin out too much of emotionals. But what i do? Try to be me for 15 mins and eu will noe why i said that. I dun understand anythin happenin ard me.. I seriously dun.
Maths is killin me. Again and again, goin at such a speed would cause me to be crazy, mentally. Too much for me to handle, ecerythin, everyone ard me seemed to understand and i dun. Practice and practice. Mustakes and mustakes. Learn and learn. Then new chapters come in. I feel that i am only takin one subject and not others. Obly maths. Ppl asked hows eur maths? I failed and they gave that looked. Totalli lost, like totalli.
I realli love today although tgere are some downs.
Overall ratin for today: 7/10 (:
Dont ever be sad about what you had lost but be happy about what you have now and will have in the future. Everything in life is a blessing or can be blessing in disguise. Be positive and everything will turn out just fine. Happiness doesn't depend on what happens outside of you, but on the inside of you.