Monday.
- had a serious break down durin cca. Maybe is becos i kip thinkin abt what jia rui had mumbled when he sat beside me for eng.. I dun blame him anyway. Is jus becos i like the think and think. Thats why i gt scared... When sing until halfway, i realise i cnt sing anymore. The fear and feelin choked me then i want to cry. Told jia qi, i cnt sing anymore.. Then i started cryin durin the break, haix... I cnt handle my emotions well. It has been botherin me for a long time. I should realli seek help...
Tuesday.
Damn it. Elearnin sucks.. I din even complete. Only completed maths and yesterday eng. Hahhas! Then sort of revise of tmr's mock exam.. Sians. Tmr pe is five station.. And chi oral... Sobs.. But there is somethin very happy that is
HAPPY ADVANCED BIRTHDAY TO LIM PEIJUN!!! (:
And ILING!(:
Hahahs!
Super stressed out at the place i sit in class. One day, i will burst... I guess..
Dont ever be sad about what you had lost but be happy about what you have now and will have in the future. Everything in life is a blessing or can be blessing in disguise. Be positive and everything will turn out just fine. Happiness doesn't depend on what happens outside of you, but on the inside of you.