Im a bad person

Well, eu have done what eu wan to do. Eur main purpose. Make me feel bad so i cnt do well for midyear?
Right, everything was entirely my fault.
I was the one who interpret eur blog wrongly.
I was the one who started to ignore eu on PURPOSE, like eu say.
I was the one who contridict myself.
I was the one who backstab.
I was the one who hurt people.
I was the one who posted things that eu dun like.
I was the cause of everythin.
Eu wanted to see this right? This is what eu wan right? Eu have been tryin to get rid of me right? Ever since, IRSDM exsist. When eu wanna include jinxuan eu wanna me out of the clique. Shortly, when we rename wif cinyee and yokehuei, then becox diff class, becox of eu dun like cy. The clique disband. Ever since then we become hi bye friends. So? Did eu even bother? No use postin all how i feel all this. Cos to EU, what i feel isnt important at all, jus what EU FEEL is what that is IMPORTANT uh. Eu say eu wanna stop, why do eu read my post and reply back? I din say i wanna stop so i went to read eur post and reply. Eu said eu wanna stop and haha. Eu posted back. Again and again. I put wirds into eur mouth? I gt nothin better to do? Yes, what i say is all a lie. Eu did nth wrong, nth at all. All me. I am the bad one. I am the cause of everything.
Eu want to make me cry and so eu will bottle up and celebrate. Yeah, eu did it. I am already feelin bad abt what i posted, maybe is overboard, i am still concern abt did i say it too harsh. Did i say it too hurtful? editin my post. Tryin to make it sound okay. Eu say its rude, nvm i post another wan. But each time i see eur pist, i got so damn freakin upset. Gettin to noe eu treated me as eur real friend and backstab me in sch. Eu said i did it on purpose. Eu din respond to my callings in sch when eu were in class. Eu dun reply my msn. Eu emphasize on eur blig as if i got TWITTER i mus let eu noe. (i dino eu gt TWITTER, until meihui told me) wht am i? A maid? To report which accounts i have? Forget it, anyways to eu, WHAT I THINK IS JUS JUNKS, my feelings all this. Eu jus noe eu got hurt by me, nv once eu find out how deep i am hurt by eu. I, Kimberly, hereby inform eu that to eu i am jus nothin, but eu are more important. Eur feelin, what eu think, what eu post. Like always. Its positive. To eu, i am the harsh one, the rude one, the wrong one, the selfish one. To eu, i better be gone. Eu dun trust me. So whats the point of sayin eu dun wan spoil this friendship? This friendship, i, bein the selfish one in eur eyes like always, i dun wan it. Since eu said eu treasure it, hahaha, since when? Eu nv wanted to end this. Eu nv wanted. Eu jus want to make it worst so in the end i am the bad one like always.
















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