OVER? NOT OVER?

Lets see,
MONDAY...
- physics and emaths paper 2
Emaths was okayyyy. Physics, kkays la. Cnt say easy nor can i say difficult. So so. Regretted nt studyin enough for it co i dun like it. Haix, now mus like it. :(
TUESDAY...
- woke up super early, went to market then walked ard the area, stroll to Serangoon for tuition. Haha. I say i wan milk tea, Joontong realli go buy!! Hahaha! Thanks! I gt pay him back lah. Hahas! Stayed quite long. ;x then home then go another tuition. Homed. Bathe. Onlined. Zzz.
WEDNESDAY...
- today lah, bascially... Lawls. Okayy. Amaths... Okay la. So so oso. I dun dare make any judgement, only brings back disappointment niah. Joelynn is right man! Tmr mus brin tissues, sur disappoint one. :x then went to mac wif yokehuei and mum. Slackes home onlined played fanned watched. Whatever.. Blah. Cnt believe i acTUalli got to urge to study when exams is over, when got exams feel like playin. When over, wan to play. I siao liao.

Orhkkays, whyy do i not hve the feelin of exams are over? It feels like... Nth. As in nth at all. Like exams? Over? Realli? Isit becos O level chi is jus a few weeks away or i had lost confidence?
I realise that i am afraid of tmr. In hall leh, like lawls. Finally can have a proper sleep leh. Hahahas!

Disappointment will find its way to me tmr. I jus hope... I will hope and i mus hope and... Sry for the tears i shed if i were to, for the next 3 days. I noe eu dun like to see it, neither do i like to cry. But im disappointed..