Went out wif Sheryl&&Victoria&&Amanda to celebrate Amanda's bdae. Went to K. Was realli fun~ hehe.
I ought to take a break sometimes.. Alot if things have been goin on and runnin in my mind. Sometimes i will jus zone out.. Friends told me not to stress myself out not to think so much.. Learn to relax. I hav been tryin to do that. But i feel that is useless... I realli duno how to be independence in handlin my own emotions.. I might be strong n hapoy on the front. But everytime, stress and idk-wht-thing-feelin is takin over whenever i am alone.. Sometimes i jus wan to shout everythin out, cry everythin out. But i duno how. I hate holidays cos its a break frm sch which means i gt alot if time to anyhow think and think. I am sensitive towards stuffs and i might jus burst anytime. I duno how to put in words. Is jus .. Many things in world doesnt seem to go alone... && i am nt understandin it. I duno whats wrong...
Dont ever be sad about what you had lost but be happy about what you have now and will have in the future. Everything in life is a blessing or can be blessing in disguise. Be positive and everything will turn out just fine. Happiness doesn't depend on what happens outside of you, but on the inside of you.