TO YOKE HUEI ~

Stop changing your footer(s).
人是自私的，不要太过在意~ 难免会比较在意自己。毕竟我们的世界就是这样的。
人通常都不太会表达自己的意见。
也许他不是故意的~ 只是说说罢了。
世界上没有笨蛋自有懒惰的人。
麻烦？嗨呀，我不会用华文来讲。
Humans are all the same,
we all live in this selfish world.
Nevertheless,
we must just trust ourself and our feelings towards every single thing.
Those words, that conver, might not mean anything to him, or maybe they are .
Just MAYBE.
Everything that happen must have a reason.

Your favourite code : " What am I to you? "

Actually, dont think so much lah. It's nth de bah. Perhaps because you SARANGHAE. Woooooo~ ithats why. Muahhahahahha~
Should let ah vic know alsooooo. ? Haiyah. You damn blur siah. Muahaahhaah!!!!

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Muahhaah, yoke huei called me 20 times just for an answer which is soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo simply yet she cant guess.
Hoho, she is jumping seven up eight down for the answer.
Too bad, i am not telling her until xmas~
Should be the best xmas present.
But she is singing No No No No No ~
Yokehuei uh,
the prefect model of a blur queen yet funny siols.

Hahahaaha! She is yet asking me another question. She asked one i nv reply she still ask. Muahahahahahaa. Bleah bleah bleah~~

I LOVE SHINee ~^^

She wont be bored(:

Her PIGGY #1 AND #2 HAS BEEN BACK FROM CAMP && SHE WONT BE BORED(:
BUT SHE ALSO HAVE TO WORK!!



Written by her beloved friend(:

Mindset

Been thinking a lot about life these days. Yups, you might think i got nothing to do. Duh, it's true. I really got nth to do. Speaking of work, really got me upset. They are super irresponsible and very urgh. Forget it, i hope i can change outlet after the training period. 5 h left.. Juliana! Change with me!

Have been reading the bible and quotes frm tumblr and twitter and guess what. I think i might be able to understand life better. You know, i actually think it is useful to me and it does a big impact on my MINDSET. ( yah, thats the reason why i tittled this post as - Mindset )
Mindset is a very scary thing. It changes everything in a second and make you believe it. Never take it as a joke or take it for granted. You will just regret. As easy as ABC. Actually, changing your mindset is equally as easy as ABC. why do i say so? Hmm. You might wonder, but as long you put in faith and you believe in yourself, have confidence, it's enough. However, believe in the right things.

There are many things in life taht we fewl that is unfair towards us, but if we think differently, it's a whole new thing! It's amazing.

Dont ever be sad about what you had lost but be happy about what you have now and will have in the future. Everything in life is a blessing or can be blessing in disguise. Be positive and everything will turn out just fine. Happiness doesn't depend on what happens outside of you, but on the inside of you.

I love the para on top, at least it is very meaningful to me^^
I am a very sentimental person , not to mention emotional, i tend to fall into deeper depths than people, but if i can pull myself up and had a changed mindset, i dont see why you people cant do it. Is not " I CAN NOT! " but rather it's " I DO NOT WANT TO! " see, mindset again.
We are all gifted in a special way. We must not take these gifts for granted. Neither shld we abuse it. [:

Gameboard

Officially loving YOU. Hehe ~ ssssh. Our dirty little secret <3


I wanna go out later in the afternoon lah! Ongawh. I want go Nex, it's 1am now and I am still not sleeping. Haha! Shyt, yokehuei's going to nag again. Reason being that i just reached home not long ago too.

Work is starting, very soon. Juliana applied the same job as me! YaY! But seriously those people uh, really. Their attitude..

Random anyways. Holidays are whoah. So boring! LoL! School will start SOON, i guess. :DD





I hate the feeling of being alone.. Those thoughts would just come back to me , making me feel insercue and scared. Always telling myself, to pray. I prayed. But those feelings and thghts just come back to haunt me. I cnt get rid of it. Learning to be independent. Trusting myself that i can do it. I have telling myself all this. Telling myself to be brave. I guess if one day i really couldnt take it. I can do many things... Seriously, i am afraid. Idk why and about what. No one can help me. I have to overcome this myself. They say it's a part of growing up.. But why does it hurts so much..

Though these, for i am thankful i had friends who were willing to support me and guide me through. Thankyou, seriously. And esp, YOU. <3 Mr.J~

Red Camp 7 - Day 2 + Day 3

*** Day 2 ****

OKay, due to my poor memory, i can only rmb that We are being split up. Waimei and Christina and me are in one grp. We went to the school of Infor.com (?) , well, kinda of interesting though, haha. after that, went to the BA. ( Business and Accountancy ). Well, BOAT. HaH. if you know what i mean. afterthat, went to the school of engineering, great, the car was so awesome that we won 2nd place, and 10 movie tickets. HaH. not bad. LOL.

then there were concerts!!!!!! omgawh. so awesome.

after dinner, We had mass dance, haha, so fun, we are all reunited.

blah blah blah, reached hoome about 11?

*** Day 3 ***

THIS DAY WAS AWESOME TTM. Deyians are all reunited, ( 14 out us were in one whole grp ), but Jesslyn wasnt our SL.. but we had awesome SLs! Ester and Ryo. Ryo was funny. this day was awesome, we went for cca, dance, drums, sign languages. blah blah, then we had lunch, lunch was way fun. after that, we went to dance finish the mass dance! omgawh, and we broke singapore's record by dancing the M dance! cool or not! watch finish the skit! awesome, monkeyboy survived. cried twice. wth, the videos so touching. why in earth do they have to play the song! that song makes ppl cry. then we had dinner,after dinner...... HOP NIGHT. WTF, FANTASTIC TTM !

reached home about 12 plus. awesomeeeee ttm. tired yet exciting.

*** After REDCAMP ***

25/11

CHOIR FAREWELL. Jiaqi! be happppyyyyyyyyy!

had fun, too bad i had to leave early. :(

went to my granny's house and blah blah blah.

26/11

currently on plans at all. AT ALL. work starts next week. i am bored. i am rotting at home, i am onlined, but i dont know what should i do. i got nothing to do, i am so bored. i miss studying, i am crazy. i am nuts. whatsoever. bye.

one thing for sure, i miss 408 and REDCAMP.

Aiyah, VP so what, big uh, huh huh huh. go por teacher more, go go go. be like a dog, wag its tail to ask for treats. hello, please bear in mind , you are only a VP, and do you know how many people actually dislike you ? do you know how much trouble you have caused? excuse me, dont be a teacher's oet and do things at your will lah, complain to teacher more lah, complain complain. in SL also like that right? trying to impress the teachers, when you are not in the position to do so. please lah, you say start the game, how many of us actually are present? and then are you the head? NO. please stop your disgusting behaviour leh, acting big uh.first time in my life, i see VP ordering people ard. the other VP also never, you are THE ONE AND ONLY ONE doing it? WTH. er xin. you wanna be president say out loudly lah, use teachers as your backup. humji only. continue to hide in your shell lah, if you have the guts, dont even come out, please. er xin. PUI.

Red Camp 7 - Day 1

Met huimin @645 at amk mrt station. The shuttle bus was early. We reached there bout 7.30? Because of car accident in the tunnel. Sat at the bus stop and chit-chat till Wenning came. Waited for Waimei Christina and Jasmine. Was shocked when they come. Waited for Seowting. She poor thing siah. Wasted money...
Went into the hall. The hall was like GIANT. okay. LoLs. Isint the first time i went there anyway. Haha. Introduce blah blah blah. Watched performance blah blah blah. Was feeling quite restless THEN VIKING's performer DANCE SHINEE's HELLO. i high tio liao. Scream and scream and sang along. Then watch performance, quite anti-climax siah. Part 2 continue tmr. The play was soooooo funny.
Moved on to the school of film and media. First station was 3D effect. 2nd one was the studio. 3rd was the adver. Then blah blah blah. Walked alot siah. Then sch of humans. Watched a puppet(?) show? Damn cute. "Sophieeeeeeeee" , " a holeeee? "
then move on the practice cheers and then finally lunch. pasta..... I nv tried it before siah.... Yucky. I got extra carrots! Yay! Hehhehe
Then moved to life sci, omgawh. The Csi thing was super cool. The talk was super entertainin please! The Dr. Was awesomeeeeeee! We learnt about liquid nitrogen! Sooo effing fun.
Next, we moved on to human body parts. I am not very comfortable with that. Didnt pay amy much attention except for the baby delivery. I was grossed out. Eeeeeeeeeyyyuuu. I hate it. Disgusting. Was damn tired already. Went back to hall. And then played games . Blah blah blah. Dismissed ! Went home! And havn sleep yet. Although i am damn tired. Need tp do somethinh first. Hahha! Hmm.
Thats all for day 1. Pictures will be uploaded on fb once i have the time. Meanwhile... Just words. Hehehe.

The Game has just started

Time flies
Humans ages and die
Friends come and so go
Feelings burn and melt
Emotions fly and fall

This is the journey of life. It is up to you on how your decide to handle all these things by yourself. Believing is the key. However, it is hard to do it. Life is short. We never know what's gonna happen tmr or the next moment. So why not live everyday to the fullest? Be happy and enjoy life. (: no matter how hard it takes , you will succeed. I learnt all these slowly through many supportive friends. (:
If i can do it, even though i am such an emotional person, why not you? (; give it a try. Change your mindset, let things go, the more you think of it, the more you get hurt. The past is the past, why hold on? You shld look towards the future, for it is much more brighter(: all the best, my friend (:

Crap, the content and title doesnt match at all! Darn. Ayish.

SHINee : Juliette, I devote my soul to you.

*HE IS HANDSOME TTM OR WHAT!

17 November

Woke up and prepared, took bus 45 to Serangooon MRT station, then took the circle line to Paya Layba. After that to Pasir Ris, then took 354. Was suppose to meet Weiwei, and i went off with Branda Wenning seowting Qirui and Jesslyn instead. Breakfast then went back to Chalet, meet Minling Christina and Joontong mid-way, the road very long uh. tired. lols, then slack, played cards, followed the entire group to cycle. Then i stood there and experienced sea breeze. then it started to thunder, roaring a storm. but joke, fake one. rain abit , no more, then went for swimming. was fun at the pool. those guys, all jokers. HAHA. went back, bathe and then bbq-ed. a stupid thing to do siah. BATHE THEN BBQ. JOKE. the BBQ was funny too. HAHA. the cat keep disturbing us. then ard 9, left chalet area with Corin Alan Qi rui, went homeard 1130. and slept @ 2.

18 November

stayed at home and rot.

Hhhhhhhhhhhhhhhello

I bought $20+ worth of SHINee things when i wen out today.. Wait , yesterday, since its already 1+.
I wished i had more money, i wanted those soooo badly. I want it ! I want it ! I want it ! And i am gonna earn it ! Starting work on the 29 Nov, dk if i even like the job, i will continue to find more jobs, probably at a higher pay. With jib experience, should be able to find it. Damn it, why must law restrict us. If not there are plenty of wonderful jobs available to be done. I love those jobs, but sadly for the 18 yrold . Sad ttm.

Anyway, hey. You call yourself a fan? Bullshit. You call yourself a shawol, a blinger? Right, there is something call the WALL, in casw you havn notice, yah, there one that surrounds you, yah that, bang you hair against it or simply just wish it will fall in you. Yay. I will be damn happy. It's not like you are going to be dating JH, neither do i. I mean, hello, he is also human with rights and freedom to control his life , the way he lives. It is his life, we just ADMIRE he, we dont OWN him or whatever eh? How can you control what he do ? Please wake up to REALITY EH, you are not in your dreamland. This is REALITY. WELCOME. Please eh, respect him. If you want us to respect you, you jolly well respect yourself and others first. This is the respect cycle, doesnt it sounds awesomely right? LoL. The fact tht you are able to say such things, i tell you, you are no better than those antis. I dont care whether you want to continue as a shawol or become an anti. Not my prob at all. I dont care. But please, whateve you say, potrays the image of yourself to others. Whatever you potray, gives people impression. And whatever impression they have, will eventually cause you misery. There are not actually one the few of us who saw your posts, but the whole world. SHINee world. And yah, if you dont the fact that JH is attached, well then, learn and accept it, if not, you can just fck off. Leave those comments to yourself. If i am standinv right in front of you, i will surely gv you tight slaps and panda eyes. Idiot. We dont welcome you.

I AM BACK TO BLOGG

I AM FINALLY LIKE BLOGGING A...AGA...IN.

O Levels is finally over, but somehow I feel that i got nothing to do at home. HaH ! I dont want to clean my room yet, L A Z Y. provided my room is M E S S Y. YaH. HaH !

Alright, starting work on the 29 Nov. Hmm..

I must really get use to the place and the people there... Grr. HaH !

Anyways, I am Proud of myself, I have no regrets for the efforts put in for Os except Physics. -.-

I dont know what to post, but i already posted quite a length(?) .

Oh, I am going class chalet tomorrow. (: YaY ! Will definitely have fun there provided Dearest is able to make it, doubt so though.. anyway, amazing people there to have fun too.

During O level period, i got closer to two people, they are so fun (: HeH ! Love hanging out with them also. Jokes and Mugging. Miss those time where we decide on where to eat, when to meet. HaH ! Yet, times flies.

Ouch, i am sentimental though. To think that, 4 years just flew pass like that. S H O C K.

Still, somehow, remember the first time I step into Deyi, was thinking, why the heck is the uniform B L U E. somehow. I miss Blue now. HaH ! so fast and i am labelled as "school-less" now. HeH ! I guess everyone grew up and changed a lot. for me, i used to type you as "eu". somehow, i feels weird typing "eu" right now, i prefer "you". Attitude and thinking also changed for me. HaH ! is totally different, i guess is call M A T U R E. able to meet awesome friends along the way. I am thankful and happy too. I got to know more people and then have fun with them, even though some of us might not be close , however, i still feel happy meeting you, without anyone, i thiink my life would be different, from quitting band to joining choir. from secondary one to secondary four, truly, i learnt a lot. ( wait, i just stated i got nothing to blog about . LoL -.- these somehow pop into my mind though )

From the moment i am posted into E10, i think that's when my life changed (?) . to much happier and active in class though. HaH ! good or bad thing, the teachers said i am too talkative. OMGAWH. but i am still not as noisy compared to others. HaH !

Well, I seriously cant wait for tomorrow. Hmm.. HaH !

I guess this is why, i am so excited. even typing down, i am feeling excited. crazy or what.

// Thank you Father for bringing me through these times, regardless Emotional or Happy moments, thank you for all these, for they made me grew from there. they made me much stronger on every rocky path. Thank you. //

Going to make passport later though. HaH ! Might be going Bugis too... SHOULD I BUY MORE CLOTHES? or should i get one more closet...

WHATEVER IT IS, I WANT TO BUY THINGS WHEN I GO OUT. HaH ! waste money (?) nononononoooo. HaH ! :D

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