Silent Killer

I realli must control myself. Made a mess today! HAIX!

First, I must thanks JOANNA for helpin me make my notes durin choir that day. Thanks lots. Loves loves! ^-^

Secondly, I must thank that particular person greatly, eu noe what GOOD things eu did ehs. -.-
HAHA!

Thirdly, I shall proceed in updatin things. Shall make it long today.

Start :
Morning went to school, almost late, manage to put bag and had to rush down. Was like restless.
I realised i had more tears these days... I hate it. I rather live in dreams , rather than in realityy. Is tough.. Started the dayy, wif chinese newspaper report. I hate it. I hate newspaper report, nothin to elaborate on. Damn. Then had PE. Played floorball. Well, was quite fun seein the guys runnin around chasin and fightin over a small small ball. LOL. Jun Yuan damn funny. Then had english. Was kinda of lame la. Do emotions words. Kinda remind me of primary school days... What a memory... Did finish my chinese compo. then went to change. I wrote my diary until i broke down. Was super stress cox i kept hearin others sayin about exams exams exams, made me went to the limit and BOMB. (not well, boomz). Had maths, from then onwards, i have totally no mood, to continue anythin. Like stuck there. :( After that, went homed. Walked wif yokehuei and parted at zebra crossin. After that, i went and help my mum to burn the offerings to errr. eu noe. and then, went off to tuition. Great, it was rainin heavily. I slowly walked in it. was damn coolin, those droplets that rolled down was neither sweat nor raindrops, it was tears. I duno why, these days, i "love" to cry. Which i hate it, i wanted to be happy. But the cruel realityy, had driven me to an extent that i MUST distant people and shutin myself up into a small place where i onli noe what i, myself, is thinkin. and everytime i force myself not to cry, I would find it hard to breathe..
I realli hope to end it all once and for all. Is affectin me alot alot. I scare it would also affect my grades. Bad enough olready lerrhs...
I am sooo damn stress......
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