Lost the smile, held back the tears.
Knew how much it hurts.
People see, people knew.
Are eu okay? They ask.
No, is the prefect answer.
Not sure what to say, what to carry on.
No motive to do anything.
Just wish to hide in a place,
and to cry out everything.
Wished to forget everything.
Couldn't make it.
The feeling is juz too much,
jux too much to handle.
People say thought too
much is the reason.
The reply would be a No.
The only promise is that,
I will not smile and be happy.
Numbness is eating me up.
I had totalli no intention in life.
I will shut myself up from today onwards.
I will cry, be emotionless.
As from today onwards, I, have died.
Yes, i am not okayy.Dun ask whyy.. I will not say. I feel like a piece of worthless shit. I will be myslef from todayy onwards, myself trulyy. Who i am orginiallyy. Hate it? Bye.
Those memories would be kept. And that's the onli thing that makes me alive.