I am a robot.

I think i dun nid to sleep tonight le, manage to grab sometime usin iPod yo update. I realli nid some ventings.

Fack stress, fack stressed. I truthfully admit i duno whats the hell wrong wif me. Its 8 days left to exam from tmr and i cnt still break down. How prefect! i interally wanted to dash out of the history room that moment but i stubbornly held it back. And fack, it went out if control in class. Jus so freak, showin my weak side. Esp in front of ... Nvm. Omgosh freak la. Haix. Whats done is undone. Theb suddenly veey high, WAY COOL! -.- fack! Then chem, camp booster(?). Lol! Hahs! Quite OK lah. Then remedial for eng, rush back home and then changed oit and rush out for tuition. Was late. Double fack! Then after that, rushed back home, did homework. And bloody hell fack! When will i complete? Tmr is chem test for me, i havn revise, physics, havn revise, chi nt done, eng not done. Maths, laggin at the bottom of Mt. Everest. Great, and continuin be like that for the few days, i will be sick and then lag again. Whats the big deal?? Fyi, midyear is nxt fri. Thrice fack! Grrr! I am so jakekiwmpgsblxialarkOKhgajosnzdjjzdnzuenajnk !!

Idk what's wrong wif me, i wanna cry everythin out. Everythin, but i cnt. I am in a condition whereby i dun even noe if i will survive the next minute. So whats the big deal if i din do well in chi? I have times when i am losin grip of myself...
I am a human too. A human who needs rest. And i have been burnin midnight oil for the past few weeks. And damn it, o is near. I am still at the edge of breakin down. How wonderful can i be?

*dun even be surprise if i teared the next few days. Cos i reallu cnt control myself. And i dun like it..